Current mood:

good

i haven't been on myspace for about 2-3 weeks now, because i've become afraid of it. fuck me, and fuck my irrational fears, ugh. 

i've been nostalgic like crazy lately, and last night it drove me to tears. i cried about the past, what a dumb thing to cry about - it can't be changed, and i'm pathetic enough to CRY about the fact that i don't have the superhuman powers that are needed to change it, heh. 

i've been good lately though, and i don't want any of you to think i've died or anything, hahaha. lindapanpan is alive, and she loves you. 

i've just been trying to distance myself from myspace/it's drama lately, because i think i a dose of the non-internet-affiliated life is healthy for me right now. i've been doing a lot of reading, and i've been trying to focus on school. man, i love learning. and not even in the overhyped "school iz kool!1" way. like, i really honestly like learning things. pfft, i'm a dorkus, hahaha. 

i miss myspace, but linda needs some "me" time, haha. i haven't given any to myself in a long time. 

ME LOVES YOU! 

<3 lindabear